So Alone

i've been always here,
in my darkest fear.
i've been always crying,
and screaming without knowing.
my heart was filld with sadness,
can't find a spot for happiness.
and i can't take this anymore,
could somebody listen and open the door.
but you and hug me,
you even made me see,
that all this things are just a fantasy,
and that happiness is buried in reality.
all this time i'm just letting myself,
get into darkness itself.
but you never let me close to hate,
even it you surrender your fate.
how i have open my eyes,
and saw the lovely blue skies.
holding your lovind hand,
while walking in a shining sand.
now i realize that true happiness,
will only be seen when you take sadness,
away from the road you are walking,
and just keep on smiling.

-underfateprobation21-