falling in lOve♥

whenever i see your eyes,
it sparkle with the skies,
and i keep on thinking,
about your smile so facinating,

i am just looking at a far,
i can't even reach you like a star,
even if you pass infront of me,
my heart beats faster can't you see?

everday i want to glance at you walking,
just a glimps i would be staring,
i think everyday i am liking you more,
i feel like my heart is starting to roar!

maybe you don't know yet my feelings,
still i am afraid to tell you this things,
maybe i should have the courage to say,
i hope you will wait and stay untill that day... {

~ThE cOLD HeArT~

I am sitting in the frozen mountains in heaven,

my whole life has been cold and stolen,
the eyes that is full of hated,
the personality that no one has took it well treated,

I can see that nobody ever notice the way,
I talked humbly and say,
that sadness takes away the glowing light,
making me confuse and stopping to fight.
now this is the last of my white lotus,
a flower that was always been blured in focus.
it scattered sadness to all,
now their howling with empty hearts that seems to fall.

i've been hearing the voice inside myself
crying and screaming to release itself.
but the frozen heart that is struck inside,

needs time to heal and courage to fight...

-Xeanne Core-

~The Fight~

the great wounds of solitary,
makes our sleeping hearts to be ready,
the words of vanity never change you,
you became strong and pain burns a few.
this things are giving us the courage to fight,
even if we crossroads and lose our sight,
now our fight for the canvas of freedom's game,
we will take this sword of shame,
making it swords of wisdom and dignity,
and slain all who walk in the road of guilty.
because the soaring war of human kind,
will fade into darkness that never will be find,
keeping it lock into the door of light,
and making it suffer for all the fight.
now we shall rejoice nd give words of praise,
take away sadness and have happy days,
for prejudice will be taken away,
and crush the pride in a desirable way.

-underfateprobation21-

So Alone

i've been always here,
in my darkest fear.
i've been always crying,
and screaming without knowing.
my heart was filld with sadness,
can't find a spot for happiness.
and i can't take this anymore,
could somebody listen and open the door.
but you and hug me,
you even made me see,
that all this things are just a fantasy,
and that happiness is buried in reality.
all this time i'm just letting myself,
get into darkness itself.
but you never let me close to hate,
even it you surrender your fate.
how i have open my eyes,
and saw the lovely blue skies.
holding your lovind hand,
while walking in a shining sand.
now i realize that true happiness,
will only be seen when you take sadness,
away from the road you are walking,
and just keep on smiling.

-underfateprobation21-

"A Close Enemy Friend"

we were friends way back then,
i hope we will stay till the end,
but you stubborn self became to conquer the skies,
it show by the way you look through my eyes.
i miss the times when we laugh together,
it really felt like forever.

but the shadow of pain inside,
is a thing that i can never hide.
it's like slicing through my broken heart,
and not leaving any single part.

still now i am hoping for you to say,
that you need me to walk w\ you today.
because i really miss the days we were talking,
and all those song we use to sing.

but you were so selfish,
you only look at your own wish,
you never look if you have hurt other people,
and you just stay so simple.

the hurtful words you've told me,
all those jokes that isn't really funny,
will be locked at my inner prison,
but i hope it will fade with o reason.

because i still need to have a friend,
who understands the music of my soul till the end,
and somone who always makes me smile,
when i am lonely for a while,

becsuae you are the best friend of the rhythm of my soul,
and i really need someone who can open my lonley door,
and will stay with me even if we both fall.

-Underfateprobation21-

-My Feelings-

i keep on thinking each and every day,
will you be there to listen if i say.
all this spinning words in my head,
to anyone i never said.
but i'm afraid to be rejected,
and be broken hearted.
but i really like the way you smile,
i can sense it fom a mile.
and the way we laugh together,
like it will be forever.
but i know this is wrong,
and i really need to think this along.
because you already have a lover,
lik a beautiful blooming flower.
so maybe i should just let you go,
and let see how it will flow,
because if you really ove a person,
just let go and don't asked for the reason.
because someday that person will realize the thing,
that you are always there for him.
and will save you from darkness,
and will give you happiness.
but just remember to wait,
because it's just our fate.
if he never comes back,
don't look mall black.
there ar many fishes in the sea,
and one day you will be happy you'll see.

-underfateprobation21-

-A True Friend-

i didn't know friendship till i met you,
i want you to keep the good memorise i gave you.
cause someday time will set,
all our mischeif and worries,
in that day we will find true love that mkes us merry,
When that door of your be closed and lock,
i will wait till it opens and laugh,
cause a true friend never leaves a friend,
even if it cry,
or laugh untill it die.

-UFP21-

note: this is my very first made poem ever...

-i ReaLized-

how can somone call this love?
when you feel pain and heartache is your job?
whenyou keep on loveing somone.
and turns out he's not the one.
when today everything falls perfectly,
but tomorrow you will feel lonely.

but i realized the meaning of love,
when you came from above,
you filled my days with laughter,
and never ending happiness forvere.
It's like yesterday i had a broken heart,
and now i had a brand new start.

you have given me fun and pleasure,
and all those memorise i will treasure,
because you are my night and day,
and pls. remember what i say,
that my heart is only for you my dear,
and my love will alyaws be near.

-UFP21-

note:i made this one because we need to pass a poem for our english class.

~A Grief Of An Angel's Eyes~

~A Grief Of An Angel's Eyes~

I was inspired by the eyes that caught me,
i was filled with happiness that made me see,
that you will be the one for me.
but the dark clouds covered the lovely paradise,
whenyour demonic self became to conquer the skies.

you'r voice is betraying not a trace of emotion.
you cave for forgiveness for all the fustration.
but the voice that is burning my soul,
cannot forgive you even the clouds will fall.

all the love vanished to thin air,
the pain crushed me and it's so unfair.
the world became empty,
even it you said sorry.

the anger in my heart will always stay,
the word sorry in meaningless to say,
the sorrow will arise,
it's a grief of an angel's eyes.

i can feel the thickening air i'm breathing,
i want to hold into the words your saying.
but the wispher of the broken heart will stay,
and will never fade away.

-underfateprobation21-

note:this one was made because i was so angry at one person..hehehe

~Revenge Is For The Broken~

i want to cut on your words cause it's getting worst,
and leaving you crying infont of my doors.
i remember the memories i want to forget,
but when i see your face i just felt regret.
but now dark is the color of my hearts window,
i could have given you bliss but you feed me sorrow.

Revenge is for the broken but it's too sweet ot be felt by the innocent,
so i came down to help close the doors of hell.
but i see an angel inside a demonic beast thet i fell.

all i have now is this aching heart,
i wanted to go, shed my life and start.
but i would want to have the blood in my hands,
from the person who flooded my veins with black sands.

now that i knew the dark color your made of, that is sin,
I would want you to fade into ashes that would never be seen.
burn you with the sword that sliced into my soul,
i would have forgiven you but you broke me and fall.

-UFP21-

note: i made this because i was also so very2x angry...hhehe

The Joy In You_

Things are crushing into colorful words,
filled with happiness and joy.
hope nad peace became the center of all,
the light of god will never fall.

Casting screams of purity to silence,
the confusion fades into darkness.
and the fear vanished into that door,
and leave the happiness and joy to all.

now we pray for your mercy,
forgive our sins and give us eternity.
we'll praise your name together,
and always stay with us forver.

-underfateprobation21-

note:at this one i was inspired by God and all the Christians beside me..

-The Screaming Peace-

Anger had covered the world,
hope is our only sword.
together let us fight,
and walk through light.

Sorrow might overcome us,
but let's just all trust.
He will save us all,
and never let us fall.

the screaming peace,
is like a poisons kiss.
it will never fade away,
Until this day,
I still hear it screams,
in my wildest dreams.

-underfateprobation21-

~Hear Me~

~Hear Me~

Covering the world with full of terrible lonliness,
not leaving any single spot for happiness.
afraid of many things and scared of the truth,
and tears, screams and heartache are all the fruit.

don't know why this is happeing to me,
maybe because of someone with something.
but inside i don't want this grey world,
i want to have a colorful and happy world.

take this away from me my lord,
i don't want to be coverd by a sword.
i want to go back from my life before,
and the fears and all pls take it and tore.

stay with me and never leave me,
you have the power the all mighty.
pls.listen to my heart that screams,
and my prayers and forgive my sins.

-underfateprobation-

i dedicate this to all Christians never lose hope..